antitwisted said:Again, I will repeat that the keyword is BASICALLY. What I mean is, h2h was the main attraction for me, and I stopped playing it, therefore I basically don't play or it feels like it. I do keep up with dailies and solos in case my interest returns at some point. I'm still on the fence and avoiding big commitments either way for now. I didn't really think it was important to expound on this, as a recent goal of my writing lately is to find more brevity.
Regardless, how you spend your time isn't reflective of someone else (120 wpm is effortless for me, for some perspective). It may not make sense to you but that isn't relevant to me. And displeasure isn't the goal, but rather constructive feedback. I mean, I want a good football game like everyone else.
Get help. Period.